~EMPTY

There were lots of things happened lately..For past few weeks.


And of course there are lots of things to be shared, to be written, to be given..


Yet, till now, I just dont feel like to write..


And, it is an EMPTY feeling in full-loaded mind.

An effort to overcome this feeling dont come into success and it do fail again.


Hurting a friend is the most painful thing for me..
Loosing a friend is the last thing I ever want to do..


I got no words anymore to say to tell everything inside. No body would understand because people do see what they see only, which is a very small part of everything..


The last thing I can do, I pray for everyone's happiness. May Allah ease every steps of you and bless you in every hardships you face..For real, I'd like to be at your side, offering my shoulder, lending my ears, putting a smile on your face and everything to make you happy. Yet, I still have to hold one thing of mine, which most people won't understand it.


Seriously, this never been easy for me and I believe, so do to others around me. If I hurt people, I am hurt too, and more.



Lastly, I'd like to leave the rest to Allah, for HE knows the bestest for everybody..

fiey ahmad

I am truly sorry ~