When things dont work accordingly

Initially, I  feel bad when I look back

When I see myself who is not really me

When I hear those words which hurt so much

When I act the way I hate most

Now, I do realize

I am not that superb to make things work

When things dont work accordingly, 

I deeply realize, I am nobody

Even how hard I tried, there are people will get hurt..

And I put all the blame on me

There are so many things I still dont get

Yet, I am still here, STUCKED..

fiey ahmad

a long deep breath....................pray for a way out