Everybody deserves answers..

Last night, after spending time with my lovely understanding friends I feel so relieved after for a quite some times I did keep my head full of queries...

Just only one phrase said by a friend, all the things puzzled around my mind was washed away..

"Everybody deserves answers they seek for..." she said after I threw many questions to her to get some pictures, leading me to be more understanding about certain conditions.

Then, I realized, there is an answer for a question.

It is about how we ask the question...

It is about what way we choose to adress the question...

It is about how we prepare ourselves to perceive the answers of our questions..

It is about delivering and accepting..


Every question has answer..Seek answer for understanding and seek answer to make your faith stronger..

Do works with your understanding, then you will work whole-heartedly sincerely...
If you do have inquiries, do ask..The answer will benefit by any ways..Even if not all are benefited, there will be some people who get the essential.. Even if there is nobody feels they get something, make it beneficial as you use the answer to benefit other people..

A good day

I call today a good day for me as I found a friend who I can talk to about what is wondering in my mind for almost couple of month.

I need to learn to observe more..

If the changes is not now,I pray it will be soon..

As soon as possible..

Changes can only be made by those who understand and want changes..

Wallahua'lam..

I just a small dot on the earth who hope the best for every single entity on the earth..

~Allah, only You knows the best..~

Ramadhan..Bulan Penuh Rasa..

Ramadhan..
Bulan penuh barakah..
Bulan penuh Rahmat..
Bulan penuh Rasa..

Gembira

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
" Bagi orang yang berpuasa bagi mereka dua KEBAHAGIAAN, iaitu kebahagiaan ketika berbuka dan juga kebahagiaan ketika bertemu dengan TUHAN mereka" (Bukhari dan Muslim)

Rasa gembira di hati ini bercambah dengan suburnya di tika menghitung hari semakin hampirnya pada Ramadhan..

Rasa gembira di hati ini kerana adanya harapan bertemu Ramadhan kali ke 22 dalam hidup ini, kerana masih adanya harapan mengutip kasih sayang dan limpahan nikmat rahmat Tuhan di bulan Ramadhan ini.

Gembira dengan Ramadhan..

Dukacita

Bertitik jua dukacita di hati menjelang Ramadhan ini..

Rasa dukacita dengan diri sendiri yang masih bersiap sedia sepenuhnya untuk Ramadhan.Rasa dukacita dengan diri sendiri dengan amalan-amalan di Ramadhan lepas. Rasa dukacita masih mendiami hati..

Dukacita juga pada kelalaian diri yang mungkin mencalar kebaikan Ramadhan..ALLAH, aku pohon bimbingan MU..

Rindu

Meniti 8 hari yang berbaki sebelum tirai Syaaban dilabuhkan, sebelum sinar Ramadhan muncul tiba kembali..Merenung pada seminggu bersisa ini menzahirkan rasa kerinduan teramat sangat di hati..

Rindu pada masa lalu yang ditinggalkan..

Rindu pada memori lalu di belakang..

Rindu pada amalan yang pernah mendapat tempat di hati..

dan..

Rindu pada kedua-dua arwah tercinta...Mak Ayah..

Ramadhan kali ini merupakan Ramadhan pertama dalam hidup ini tanpa keduanya..ALLAH, hanya Engkau Maha Tahu apa rasa dalam hati ini..2 Ramadhan ini genap 3 tahun arwah Mak meninggalkan bumi kudus ini, meninggalkan kami anak-anak yang masih mendamba kasih sayang ibu..

Pengalaman yang tak mungkin dapat dibayangkan namun harus jua ditempuhi.

"Ya ALLAH, kuatkan hati ini demi cinta padaMu dan kasih pada Mak Ayah.."

~Ramadhan, kehadiran yang ditunggu..Moga kali ini lebih baik daripada sebelumnya, moga kali ini diri ini lebih berpeluang memberi dan merasa..CINTA dan KASIH SAYANG~


::Kenangan berbuka semasa di matrik bersama rakan MSCC::

Life isn't be made easy..

As clock is ticking, we go older, older and older every seconds.

Meaning that, we are closer, closer and closer to our end time..

When? Nobody knows it except HIM.

Many questions play around in my mind these few days,
"What I want to achieve in my life in the reality point?"
"What I have to do if my future plan does not work as planned?"
"What to do?"
"What to do?"
"What to do?"

Then, I found the answer..Nothing much I can do in the very limited time I have now. But, what I can do is, DO THE BEST I CAN IN EVERYTHING I DO..

Life isn'nt be made easy

~Niyyah~ everything is for seeking HIS Redha
~Challenge~ I need to challenge my self to be responsible with all the tasks given.
~Sacrifices~ There are things we need to let it go, for the rest to move on..
~Dependant~ I will be more dependant to HIM, as I will become vulnerable in most of the situations


p/S: There is always a reason for everything..HE already puts hikmah within everything HE gives..

May This Will Fade Away..

This uneasiness..

make it hard for me to breathe..

make me hard to move..

make me hard to think..


It is not easy to express..

Not easy to talk about..


Dear Allah,
this small tiny heart is begging You..
You know Best..
Show me the path..

To get closer and closer to You..
And..

May this will fade away..


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